things

I wish I were far away and yet I don't.

Tomorrow is my last day of school ever and that thought alone is so spectacularly odd and wonderful that it will keep me going through the feet of snow and the darkness.

I feel like I'm stalling and not making much sense but at the same time I'm moving at such a speed my head can barely keep up with my feet. And occasionally I am happy. That's enough for me, for now.

I'm thinking thoughts that are deep and silly and writing essays until my hand hurts and my knuckles turn silver.  I have posts sitting in my drafts that are long and detailed and I might rustle up the courage to publish them soon. Soon-ish. In the meanwhile I hope you're all feeling flabbergasted every day.